un happy

well things are not what they crack up to be here lately. sean and i are having problems, but mostly sean, he is not happy with me any more and can not tell me to my face, he has to lie about it and all. I am so tired of it and dont know what to do any more, I know what i need to do i need to go to church and leave it to god to take care of me and my kids. I love my family and my extended family. I thank god for such good in laws and sister and brother in laws. but i guess i will not get to see them any more after this. sean is ready to move on and not be with me any more. I LOVE YALL AND GOD BLESS.